its been a while

haven't posted anything here lately. was so excited with my other journal. anyways, i didnt go to work yesterday. i was too sleepy, cant even get out of bed til my stomach signaled for lunch.

its starting to snow...

just not here :(

it would be nice to make snowcones fresh from the sky, dont you think? *lol* are snowflakes really beautiful? hmm..

im still here@work

on regular days, you wont see me on my desk after 530pm. during my younger days when i thrived for success, doing overtime or overnight work is not an issue. but age caught up with me and so i changed my ways and got more beauty rest.

my point is, why am i still here?

procrastination

yes, i'm too lazy but i do have an excuse coz i'm not feeling well. i think i have tonsilitis.

music: the food of love

i was about to go through the list of my ex-boyfriends (i've had 2) and the songs that fueled our relationship but i chickened out. i wasnt ready to expose that much detail about my heart to you.

different song, different man.

each has their own space in my heart and hearing our song, triggers whatever feelings that still remain. luckily both are married with children of their own.

my time will come.

time does not exists

i've picked up a couple of interesting theories from the movie I.Q. (Meg Ryan & Tim Robbins). unfortunately, i can't coherently explain them *lol* i would most likely to follow albert's tip: never let the brain interfere with your heart.

80% of my mind right now is about love, 10% is about my current module and the rest is reserved for other thoughts.

haven't done much work today. i just want to get through this day *sigh*

loyal as a dog

with that, now you know what my decision is. well, its more practical to stay put. work improved today since i get to understand more the whole architecture of the project. it's so hard to play the know-it-all person. finally, i summoned my strength and lowered my pride to ask questions.

since i've decided to stick around, i might as well improve myself and do better. habit 1: be proactive.

to sign or not to sign

i received an offer for employment and was gravely saddened by its contents. there was no difference in the annual salary, if not lower from what im currently getting. i have to turn it down. by the way, i decided to have a time off today since i have lots of things to think about. specifically more on what i really want in my career.

wish me luck ;)

this is my game!

havent been able to do my daily entries last week but to sum it up, it felt like a train hit me and i didn't see it comin'. actually, nothing significant happened, got another module for me to do which was supposed to be finished by now. sadly, cant seem to make it work! arrghh.. very frustrating indeed.

what's vivid in my mind though is yesterday. i've got a new goddaughter, xena adrianne parazo, born March 15, 2003. she's kinda cute, i still dont have a pic of her and currently begging for one. afterwards, gary and i bought pba tickets. who could resists watching barangay ginebra kings and red bull barako on their first best-of-three semi-finals game??

we won! Ü

everything that has a beginning, has an end

yah, yah. i watched the revolution with my brother. suprisingly he took the initiative to do the reservations yesterday without my knowledge. His purpose: for me to meet the one. All i can say: do whatever makes you happy. "Follow your heart, anak."

It's just another idyllic monday...

Focus, bere, focus. Can't seem to get things done today. I read my forecast today. I guess a couple of good things are in store for me this month. Hopefully my promotion papers will be done soon in time for our next pay day *sigh*

Heart made of Swarovski

*jumps for joy*

yipee! I really am proud of myself. After 3 gruelling hours, I finally finished a heart pendant made from 3mm swarovski crystal. My mom get to wear it for the rest of the day. I'll try to make another one. If only sweat would stop pouring out of my hands like water from an overflowing spring.

I miss handicrafts. I miss making things with my hands.. cross-stitching, i miss most. At least through beading, I can express my creative side, naks!

Wo ai Ni

I spent my day avidly watching Meteor Garden 2 and to no surprise finished all 31 episodes! I was totally hypnotized by Dao and San Chai rollercoaster love affair, tsk..tsk.. The last time I did a series marathon was with Clark Kent and Lana Lang in Smallville Season 2. It's like whenever I start to read a very intersting book/novel, I couldn't put it down. If possible, I wont eat, I wont sleep and I really do not want to be disturbed by anyone until I finished the book or hunger/sleep takes over me. If I could have it my way, I'd read until I'm blind!

with luck on my side...

give me your best shot! -- to evil things around me.


hehe...

i bought a gum and got an extra inside the package, thats why i feel sooo lucky today ;)

about tonight, i rented final destination, american psycho and yes, titanic ;p im actually planning to scare myself. Wish I have a copy of Nighmare on Elm Street series.

what were you thinking of then?

i went to an interview awhile ago. it was a gruilling one and a half hour situational interview. i
was made to recall 3 situations namely:

1) had an argument with someone who is superior to me
2) felt like something is wrong
3) have to learn something a short period of time

we concentrated on the recent 2years of my career. so projects that i've thought of were e-PLDT, Honda Cars and PAL. those were things that i dont really hold onto. i learn from that experience but i rarely store the exact event in my memory bank.

i just hope i'll make it through the next step.

are you questioning my loyalty?

schedule conflict resolved. both appointments were cancelled and rescheduled for tomorrow. KUB@8AM, Job Exam@1PM. i wonder what kind of test they give, IQ or Technical. hmm.. im kinda nervous coz this will be the first job exam i'll be taking ever since i've started working. when i was hired by my current company, i never looked back (whispers: it's my first job). loyal as i am, things have to change sometimes. i'll never know what's out there for me if i stay put.

Penny for my thoughts...

looking for a new job is never that easy these days. competition is tough, companies are demanding more skills for a certain position. i just got a call from one of the software companies i've applied online. stupidly, i committed for an exam tomorrow @1PM exactly the same time i'm scheduled for my KUB.